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we might not have any money
but we've got our love to pay the bills
maybe I think you're cute and funny,
maybe I wanna do what bunnies do with you,
if you know what I mean
Oh, let's get rich and buy our parents homes in the South of France
let's get rich and give everybody nice sweaters
and teach them how to dance
let's get rich and build our house on a mountain
making everybody look like ants
from way up there, you and I, you and I, you and I,
well you might be a bit confused
and you might be a little bit bruised
but baby how we spoon like no one else
so I will help you read those books
if you will soothe my worried looks
and we will put the lonesome on the shelf
oh let’s get rich and buy our parents homes in the South of France
let's get rich and give everybody nice sweaters
and teach them how to dance
let's get rich and build our house on a mountain
making everybody look like ants
from way up there you and I, you and I, you and I
oh, let’s get rich and buy our parents homes in the south of France
let's get rich and give everybody nice sweaters
and teach them how to dance
let's get rich and build our house on a mountain
making everybody look like ants
from way up there you and I, you and I, you and I
It has been a while. My computer took a big stinky poo. With three jobs its hard to find spare time to find a computer unless it's time to pay the bills. Well nothing new is happening, other than I think my sanity is a bit in question.
Kids, they are handful, I can only imagine the urine and fecal matter human babies will bring to my life.
Michael Scott.
The only real complaint I have about the job is the fact it is in Ithaca, gas is so astronomical and I lack any money at the moment to put gas in my tank to get me by the next three days. Any one want to lend me $10? I will pay you back next Saturday. That's what I have been doing all day today via text messages. Hopefully someone will help me since I know I lent out my moolah for others before...wishful thinking right? :P
Things could be worse, I could be a prostitute...hopefully it won't get that bad.
I had the infamous meeting yesterday and like most business politics, no one mentioned the things that were the higher ups mistakes or would even begin to admit they were wrong.As usual I was wrong and they were right and this was my problem. I am letting it be a lesson to me. It doesn't apply in real life, but in the business world doing the right thing is not right. I will remember it forever! Thanks so much!
I am hoping a transfer will come up soon or I can go back down to a "call in when needed basis". I actually think I made more money that way.
Oh well, I shouldn't be too upset I stuck to my guns and I told the truth, it's not my deal anymore, at least I didn't let it go on for a year like I did at the other place. Even if no one admits to anything I take comfort in knowing things will change and I didn't bend over and take it in the rear.
Well I am off to try and beautify this mug!
After a year hiatus from the big LJ, I decided I wanted one again. I have a beautiful paper journal I got in Ireland and I do write in it but, I missed looking on other pages and seeing what anacdote Mary had posted, or the hilarious thing Marie had said, or what has been going on in Katy's life since marriage.
I was absolutely right, I don't know about anything that's happening with anyone else and I have not been good about sharing what's been happening in my life. I hold myself accountable for that. I don't really utilize facebook all that much either. I would like to think that people care about the important stuff in my life, which they do, but if I say nothing, they know nothing.
I think it has been good for me though, getting away from the masses has really been forced to think about things on my own. which is good in a sense, I have come to a lot of realizations. I however,also stopped seeing a counselor or confronting people altogether about the things that really irritated me or all around were not good for my mental health. I have really secluded myself from people the last year. I wasn't being honest about why. Not everything surrounding this bout of my antisocial actions are my fault, but I hold myself responsible for not doing anything about it and just letting it fester.
So a recap of what happend the last year
I also hold myself accountable, for letting one person ruin everything I have worked so hard to accomplish. I hold myself accountable for never really making him understand what he did to me. All those times he called to try to make it work, I could have, but I didn't. I have a perfectly nice guy who has been my friend since November and I can't give him anymore than friendship because I am so flighty, because I Iet one person hurt me. Sad. Next month it will be a year since it happened, so my plans are to tell my Mommy and to do something fun that day so I don't remember it as being stripped of my dignity. I can remember as test I passed (begrudgingly) and that I survived. Easier said than done, but it will be done. I hold myself accountable for getting better.
Things I plan to achieve in the next six months:
-Pay my student account off
- Pay my bank account off
- find something great wholesale I can sell on ebay
- Help Hilary with her graduate research project.
- I am going to go on a road trip, not sure where, but I am going.
- Give up one of my DCW jobs for a regular minimum wage job, now it's the same pay, I will be alot less stressed.
I will gladly be held accountable for all of those things.
Glad to be back!
Joan
- Location:My Living Room
